I've been seeking high and low
From where the river start
Until where it stops to flow
Pleas tell me, who's baby is this
I laid in a crypt/laid there with no one to care/no one around/no one to pick me up when I cry/no one to feed me and clean me when it's needed/no one who adores me/am I that ugly/does no one love me/why am I here all alone an outcast/tell me how long will this loneliness last/am I just a thought in the past/who gave birth to me and what thing would just leave me/coz no mother on earth will throw away her child/not even in the animal kingdom/one of them might as well have given birth to me/I would've been better off/am I hitting a nerve or are you just dead inside/someone please come and keep me alive/I don't wanna die/what did I do and to whom must I apologize/don't you hear my cry/give me a loudspeaker i'm too weak to shout/i'm drowning in my own tears!/please help!/i'm just a child/I didn't choose to be here/what if you were in my shoes/metaphorically that is/I don't think i'll grow up to wear shoes/to walk a mile/I won't even put a smile on the one I would've come to love/I won't even have a dream/right now I would even welcome a nightmare/I might be scared/but at least I would be breathing/this is my plea/if you are out there/don't leave me to be/come set me free/i'm struggling to breath now/seems like the air is running out/(gasping for breath)and as I take my last breath/I just want to say I hate you!/go **** yourself and may you burn in hell!/
I wrote this for all the babies who for obvious reasons don't have a voice. Who are we to decide their fate. Who are we to play God. Whether they were a mistake, whether you were raped...in this case I know it seems hard and awful that it happened to you, but still, aborting is saying that God can't out of an ugly situation create greatness and give birth to life...
Friday, 30 November 2012
You need to know - Riaan 'JePro' Davids
I just want to hit you with a flow/so that you may know that i'm the mc in control of this m - i - c/repin the real mc/JC/he set my eyes upon him/he's my life dj giving my heart beats/and sending blood through my veins keeping my mind alive/so that I can speak for him through air waves/to let you all know that he came to set free slaves/we are all slaves to a lifestyle of impurity idolatry/but there's hope for us/becoz of him who hang on the tree/just for you and me/JC/well-known as Jesus did it all/he's the bridge we all need to cross/whether poor or rich young or old full of love or just plain cold/stop sellin yourself short you are wonderful just the way you are/don't be judged by people even if they have a master degree/if you think you're better than me I don't agree/and i'm not saying that i'm better/if I may give advice this is what I have to say/keep his word with you/it's a two edge sword/devil throw flames coz he's surrounded by flames he is in flames/but he can't drag you to hell/the choices you make will take care of that/but there's hope for you the same hope that's extended to me/heaven or hell/death or life/satan's lifestyle full of experiencing fleshly desires/a lot of fun a lot of good times but a costly car drive representing your life/26 inches that shiny rims sex money homies/but there's a limit to it like a credit limit/and like debt collectors satan's gonna come to collect/the price is your very soul spiritual death/and now the better lifestyle/it may not seem glamorous but it's fabulous/and truthfully it's dangerous coz you will have a bulls-eye on you/the worldly system trying to bring you down/but down let go of your crown given to you by him who breath life into you/it's time to represent his kingdom/coz that's the very kingdom you'll enter in after the second coming of the king/he called us to worship him/that's why I love singing about him/even in my sleep I encounter him/whether I know or not coz his within me and he will never leave or forsake me/who's army are you enlisted to/who's end of your career benefits will you be accustom to/who's receiving your love your devotion/don't be fooled by emotions it's always been about choice/if you upset me I grow angry inside and I can raise my voice when speaking back at you/or choose to speak gently calming down the situation/leaving no room for devil manifestation and my God aint fiction he's my hero/and you won't find him in a phone booth/changing roles from a reporter to superman/my God ain't man/I don't think you understand/not even me can fully comprehend/but I just know he's not like spiderman/swinging from building to building/my God is omni-present/you won't find his nose in a book studying in a library/coz he's omniscient/and he don't have to turn green like incredible hulk/my God is omnipotent/did you know when i'm lacking he will provide/coz he's Jehovah Jirah in plain english he's my provider/I don't think we're living on borrow time but it's true time aint ours/we are privileged to have access to it/and in this lifetime before tick tick time's up/you need to place your life into the Savior's hands/and with all your heart selfish desires needs to be withstand/come join the clan soldiers for Jehovah join the body be part of the bride/be front-liners not backsliders/I just stand in awe coz second chances he do provide us/but it's more than one you can't count it up/it's too many it will take more than one lifetime and still you wouldn't had scratched the surface/no need to be nervous it's beautiful wonderful never too full/no separations of cool and uncool we are all a like/just different in our walk with the Lord/give me time I need to talk/but i'll let the beat entertain you for a moment/as I catch my breathe coz I don't want to make a mess/let me count it down 10 9 8/wait/wait/change of plans got to get this piece of information in before it's too late/there's two gates ahead heaven and hell and we are blindfolded with someone holding our hands leading us/so the question is do you know where you'll end up/make that choice so that you may rest assured/choose him who inspired this rhyme/all in due time it's your time choose Jesus/read the bible so that you may know that i'm not taking this too far/you need him like our lungs needs oxygen/without it gasp gasp last breathe flat-line i'm glad that I know that Jesus can say this boy is mine/doesn't that sound so/wow/i'm happy coz through Christ everything will be fine/any mountain I can climb/he paid the cost of death for my crime so that I wouldn't had to spend the time/coz there's no parole and no getting out/yes once again i'm talking about hell/so let me finish off with this/John 3:16/go and read it and start your journey with him/all God's richest blessings I speak over you the listener/God Bless/I must confess my life was a mess but now I live without stress/my Jesus is the best/once again God Bless/
Jesus thank you/let this speak to the hearts you aim to/
Jesus thank you/let this speak to the hearts you aim to/
I couldn't deny my heart - Riaan 'JePro' Davids
I wasn't a prisoner until I was a prisoner of my heart/I wasn't a slave until I was driven by my desires/I wasn't hooked until I took one bite out of love/I wasn't impressed until I was mesmerized by your beauty/I wouldn't have done it but my knees gave in/a love song my heart began to sing/the rationalistic of a dream I never dared to dream/I wouldn't have done it but I couldn't just let it be/I had a choice but my heart took that from me/I knew I had options but my body adhered only one/falling in love wasn't planned but nature took a different course/I couldn't deny it because my heart didn't allow it/I could sign this anonymous and believe I have won the battle against my heart/but what if your heart felt the same way but couldn't respond/because your heart wasn't presented with the truth that would alter it's options/then not only did I robbed my heart of this love story but yours too/so here I am a poet in love/writing this song my heart wants to sing to you/hoping that you feel the same way too/
Tuesday, 30 October 2012
She Is - Riaan 'JePro' Davids
i hope all you ladies will be loved like this and more...
she's beautiful/she's human/she's an angel without wings/she has a smile that can calm a storm/she's a picture i carry around in my heart/she's in my thoughts/she's just someone that can't be ignored/whatever she ask for i always want to give more/her beauty runs deep/you can explore/you'll see it's true when you reach her core/when i think about it/i wonder just how much more can i write about her/and one day when she looks back/will she know i always loved her/would she love my declaration in word or in deed/how about both but which one more/will she be keeping score/o i hope not coz i'm a man flawed/and can't promise to never disappoint her/or even say that i will never hurt her/but one thing i'm sure about is/i will always love her/try my best to always honor her/and with my two hands build a platform where she feels free to dream/i can't live her life/i can't live her dreams/but i sure hope i'm in both of them/and if i'm not i still hope she's happy in both of them/even if it's with another man/coz she is/nothing more nothing less/she's a perfect fit/stands out beautifully in this imperfect world/like a rose in a nuclear waste dump/i never knew loving someone can be this much fun/and when i'm scared i don't have the urge to run/i hold her hand and tell her i'll be right by your side hun/and should we both stare at the end of the barrel of a gun/i'll be sure to jump in front of her so that she'll have a fighting chance/she is/
she's my world/she's got it all/i will catch her if she should ever fall/let her know on me she can always call/she's a princess/i'll request the last dance at the end of the world/yeah i want to be with her till the end/i want to be her lover her helping hand and her best friend/taking snapshots capturing moments making memories/from our first hello first date first kiss first fight first make up first i love you/to holding of hands saying goodbye to take our last breath/and everything in between/she walking down the isle and our individual i do's/and the home we filled with loving memories/laughter tears and seeing our kids leaving for college/that's life and we can loose it all in an instance/but at least we can say we lived love/coz living without love is just existing/an empty vase that never gets filled with flowers/useless/a car exploding in a parking lot with zero miles on it/never knowing its potential/but that's not we/no/she is/she is gorgeous wonderful pure/she is lovely pretty and much more/she is/
now let me tell you what she's not/she's not your punching bag/she's not your sides with your main course/she's not a peace of meat/she's not on a menu/so don't think you can purchase her/she's not less important than your car job friends/so don't be neglecting her/she's not perfect don't be judging her/she's not one of the plenty fishes in the sea/she's unique/she's not the catch of the day/don't be one night standing her/picture this/what if she was your mother sister daughter/how would you feel if someone be treating her like she's useless/unwrapping her taking a bite and hand her to the next person/she's not your peace of chocolate/if you undress her/be sure you're the only one with this privilege for the rest of her life/and be sure to do it right/the church the i do's then you can have your honeymoon/in that order because/she is/
she's beautiful/she's human/she's an angel without wings/she has a smile that can calm a storm/she's a picture i carry around in my heart/she's in my thoughts/she's just someone that can't be ignored/whatever she ask for i always want to give more/her beauty runs deep/you can explore/you'll see it's true when you reach her core/when i think about it/i wonder just how much more can i write about her/and one day when she looks back/will she know i always loved her/would she love my declaration in word or in deed/how about both but which one more/will she be keeping score/o i hope not coz i'm a man flawed/and can't promise to never disappoint her/or even say that i will never hurt her/but one thing i'm sure about is/i will always love her/try my best to always honor her/and with my two hands build a platform where she feels free to dream/i can't live her life/i can't live her dreams/but i sure hope i'm in both of them/and if i'm not i still hope she's happy in both of them/even if it's with another man/coz she is/nothing more nothing less/she's a perfect fit/stands out beautifully in this imperfect world/like a rose in a nuclear waste dump/i never knew loving someone can be this much fun/and when i'm scared i don't have the urge to run/i hold her hand and tell her i'll be right by your side hun/and should we both stare at the end of the barrel of a gun/i'll be sure to jump in front of her so that she'll have a fighting chance/she is/
she's my world/she's got it all/i will catch her if she should ever fall/let her know on me she can always call/she's a princess/i'll request the last dance at the end of the world/yeah i want to be with her till the end/i want to be her lover her helping hand and her best friend/taking snapshots capturing moments making memories/from our first hello first date first kiss first fight first make up first i love you/to holding of hands saying goodbye to take our last breath/and everything in between/she walking down the isle and our individual i do's/and the home we filled with loving memories/laughter tears and seeing our kids leaving for college/that's life and we can loose it all in an instance/but at least we can say we lived love/coz living without love is just existing/an empty vase that never gets filled with flowers/useless/a car exploding in a parking lot with zero miles on it/never knowing its potential/but that's not we/no/she is/she is gorgeous wonderful pure/she is lovely pretty and much more/she is/
now let me tell you what she's not/she's not your punching bag/she's not your sides with your main course/she's not a peace of meat/she's not on a menu/so don't think you can purchase her/she's not less important than your car job friends/so don't be neglecting her/she's not perfect don't be judging her/she's not one of the plenty fishes in the sea/she's unique/she's not the catch of the day/don't be one night standing her/picture this/what if she was your mother sister daughter/how would you feel if someone be treating her like she's useless/unwrapping her taking a bite and hand her to the next person/she's not your peace of chocolate/if you undress her/be sure you're the only one with this privilege for the rest of her life/and be sure to do it right/the church the i do's then you can have your honeymoon/in that order because/she is/
Beautiful Woman (the song) - Riaan 'JePro' Davids
Beautiful woman, Wonderful woman, do you see yourself as I see you, my eyes are open to the truth, no longer blinded by my selfish ambitions, no more regretting neglecting disrespecting or hating, this is for you, this love song coming from my heart, a mindset renewed, a soul knowing it found it's mate, you and me together it's fate, I know it's not a mistake, this feeling inside I know you can relate, we felt it at the beginning on our very first date, to our second and third date, leading to our monthly picnic alongside the lake, a love so pure filled with romantic gestures, a love so blessed with greener pastures, obstacles are a reality, and there are a variety, from differences between us to opinions of society, but we don't allow anything to come between us, our foundation love honesty and trust, and faithfulness a must, in the midst of temptation, because of our love for one another we fight off lust, there's only one you, and only one me, and no one else will do, Beautiful woman, Lovely woman, it is true, like treasure I've been searching for you, the map my heart, and that's how I found you, and if someone else should be looking for you, they won't be able to find you, coz there's only one map and one place where you are located, and that's my heart, so my beautiful I just want to let you know, you are my treasure, always shining bright, you are my precious, and wanting you are in my nature that I will not fight, so as we close our eyes tonight, and as we hold each other tight, know that you and me together just feel right
Monday, 17 September 2012
Beautiful Woman - Riaan 'JePro' Davids
Beautiful woman, who are you allowing to validate your self-worth.
Whose standards are you following.
Do not let a man be the centre of who you are.
And do not think or believe that just any man can complete you.
The right man is there to complement you, and you him.
Two whole persons becoming one.
Become whole by knowing who you are.
You are beautiful not because of your outer appearance.
You are beautiful because of your heart.
Your love.
Your inner strength.
Your character, although flawed, still wonderfully you.
No one is perfect, so in your imperfections do not undermine your worth.
Do not think less of yourself.
Remember to teach others how to treat you, by firstly treating yourself with love and respect.
Respecting your body, respecting your heart.
Do not let just any person enter.
Status and wealth are earthly belongings, and are nowhere close to your worth.
So do not let these influence the way you see yourself, and especially who you let inside.
These are only blinding you from true love and that which matter most.
Remember you're a queen and ought to be treated like one.
But just know, your prince may be in the one everyone sees as the beast.
Beautiful woman learn to see with your heart, and not looking at his outer appearance and status.
He might just be a diamond in the rough.
But be careful too of those who's out to use you.
Winning you over with their charm.
Do not fall for their trap.
So in closing... Be careful of who you let in.
And once you know who you are, the beautiful woman that you are, no one can sell you short and break your heart....
Whose standards are you following.
Do not let a man be the centre of who you are.
And do not think or believe that just any man can complete you.
The right man is there to complement you, and you him.
Two whole persons becoming one.
Become whole by knowing who you are.
You are beautiful not because of your outer appearance.
You are beautiful because of your heart.
Your love.
Your inner strength.
Your character, although flawed, still wonderfully you.
No one is perfect, so in your imperfections do not undermine your worth.
Do not think less of yourself.
Remember to teach others how to treat you, by firstly treating yourself with love and respect.
Respecting your body, respecting your heart.
Do not let just any person enter.
Status and wealth are earthly belongings, and are nowhere close to your worth.
So do not let these influence the way you see yourself, and especially who you let inside.
These are only blinding you from true love and that which matter most.
Remember you're a queen and ought to be treated like one.
But just know, your prince may be in the one everyone sees as the beast.
Beautiful woman learn to see with your heart, and not looking at his outer appearance and status.
He might just be a diamond in the rough.
But be careful too of those who's out to use you.
Winning you over with their charm.
Do not fall for their trap.
So in closing... Be careful of who you let in.
And once you know who you are, the beautiful woman that you are, no one can sell you short and break your heart....
Monday, 10 September 2012
If I eva had a chance - Riaan 'JePro' Davids
If I eva had a chance, I'll step up and romance, but truth be told, this story is kinda old, as old as me, I choke up when it comes to telling you, only if my lips could do what my heart wants to, and if my heart and mind is so ready, what's keeping me from asking you for us to become steady, I'm a poet and some of you know it, it comes easy for me when the pen hits the paper, but asking my vocals to express, makes me nervous and I'm afraid it will end up in a mess, I must confess, I dream and fantasize of telling, then got afraid you won't buy what I'm selling, the thing is I was only hiding, but look into my lyrics and you'll shall find me, I'm not playing hide and seek, I'm just a boy shy, who's heart gets denied, a man scared, and maybe just need to be dared, a lonely soul left out in the cold, everyday hoping to be bold, and step inside out of the rain and into your heart, I know I can be a man worthy, of a love so beautiful, a heart that's so plentiful, a soul that's so wonderful, a mind that's incredible, and an outer beauty so out of this world, and still don't come close to your inner beauty that touched my soul, this for all the girls I ever loved and haven't told, and especially the current girl I desire, from which this lyrics was inspired, and hopefully won't become part of a history I regret, so if our eyes ever meet, let my lips speak, and my words flow, coz you're the girl if available, I don't want to let go, if there's a chance, an opportunity I do not want to pass, so when I do look into this present day that will become my past, I want to smile and be filled with joy, coz this moment in time is where it all starts...
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