You want me and I want you too, we want each other 'coz of this feeling called love, but I know this I cannot pursue, it is truly not because of you, it's me, at least for now I cannot make a move, but I can get to know you, I hope you are open for that, just don't put me in the friend-zone, I don't want another obstacle after I overcome the one that I am facing...
The truth is this, I adore you and wish we can be more, but we'll enter a battle-zone with landmines should I open that door, so behind the scenes let me get cleaned up, and geared up, ready for battle, ready for war, and when this enemy is defeated we can be seated with a round table in between us, coffee and cake served, our first date, I cannot wait, but for now to wait is the best decision I could make, otherwise entering into a relationship would be a great mistake...
Skeletons in my closet too ashamed to mention, too afraid to bring to light, but that is the first step to win this fight, bringing things to light, taking the battle out of the enemy's territory, this is scriptural, and I know through this I can bring God Glory, but I got to do it His way...
Let this be seen as an act of love, and not me rejecting you, all I am saying, all I hope it will be, is not right now, but as soon as I am ready, ready to love as I should, free to truly love with nothing hindering me, nothing to pollute this love that's within me, so for the sake of purity and a love that's beautiful, girl all that I am asking is... lets wait.
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